Progress!

So today she bumped me down to every other week! She said that I've been taking care of things and actively making progress so I don't have to come every week any more. I am very excited about that. We'll start that in January.

I did ask her what the point to this was. We mostly chit chat and don't talk about the big stuff. I expected more heavy talk. I have lots of deep dark issues to deal with and we haven't talked about them. She said it was mostly to explore the things that are going on in my life and how I feel about it. Also to figure out my goals in life in regards to myself and my family. Then she asked what my goals were.

um...goals...what goals? Ken and I have talked about goals before, its just been a while. You know those times in life where you are just trying to survive and also try and make things normal? Well that is where we are right now. Its starting with me, then Ken, and then the boy. I guess those would be our goals. I'm getting help, next will be Ken's turn, then we'll get Nehemiah diagnosed. Where we go from there I have no idea.