Today I went to my regular doctor. She put me on anti depressants. I've never really wanted to be on pills but I can see how they will help. I didn't know how they worked before but now that its been explained to me, I feel better about taking them.
They work by raising the levels of serotonin and two other chemicals that I don't remember the name of. Each person's brain can only hold so many of those chemicals. The medication just makes your brain work at capacity. If some one takes them and doesn't have depression then it won't do anything to them. Its not like they will be any happier.
She said it could take up to a month to start working. I hope it starts sooner. Today was a very rough day. I cried most of the day and tried to hide from the kids. I hate days like this. It feels like it will never end and that I'll never feel happy again. I hope its not true.
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