A Good Day

Not much happened today. I got all the dishes washed except the crock pot and I did 3 loads of laundry. Nehemiah actually did school work today. He did a lot more than I planned for him but it makes up for last week where he did hardly any. I haven't yelled today...oh wait, once but it was to get some one's attention. I haven't even cried today!!

See all this is a big deal because most days I don't feel like doing any thing and any amount of work takes a huge effort. I've heard it takes 6 to 12 months to get over this. I hate dealing with emotions. I saw a character on t.v once say, "I prefer to push my emotions down until they come out at inappropriate times." I guess its not a direct quote but it was some thing along those lines. It made me laugh.

Last week my friend made me go for a walk. She said it would make me feel better. It didn't but I needed to go anyway. Last night I went for a brisk 20 minute walk. It felt good. Now if I could just do that more often.